Hi, I’m Sharmaine, the creator of Celestial Noir — a space born from the deepest parts of my healing journey.

For years, I lived in silence, carrying the invisible weight of severe clinical depression without realizing what it was. I had no guidance, no resources, and no idea that what I was battling stemmed from undiagnosed ADHD and anxiety. The world felt cold and harsh — until I began to see it was mirroring the pain I carried inside.

Then came a breaking point — a moment when I could no longer pretend. I hit rock bottom and made a decision that changed everything: I chose to heal myself, even if I had to do it alone.

Celestial Noir was born from that choice — a reflection of what happens when you stop merely surviving and begin awakening. Through this space, I share the inner work, spiritual growth, and emotional alchemy that helped me rediscover peace, confidence, and self-love.